Im give People Judge......

today was 10 sept,already ,...1month pass im with that freaking bullshit girl called joyce sok kuan seperate broke up,started broke up i been very down because i can give a 17 years old to play and lie some many thing that i been so stupid together with her around 3 month,and i been very sad because all my money gone because of her ..im so stupid can buy a samsung laptop rm 2480 for her..
and today was celebrate a mooncake festival then she telling all those my whole church saying that im still disturb her or wei xie her,OMG,if i do pls show all the prove to me lor,if i do sure you wont at here or my church lor,if you still at the world means that you lie all people saying tat you are correct ....i believe god will judge you by after you meet jesus that jugdement day....should i say im seperate with her from starting 1st,i was wrong actually,but god show me to thing at 06-08-11,and 07-07-11
2month before that thing happen i realise that she lie me so many thing,but i reject spirit calling actually i feel it..when i know her this gurl so stranger and her background im going to checking her style so weird.i want to know what thing that you can say until like that.....

im super duno how to do rite now,i jz think that if i leave this world because i ady very tired of life,about joyce,even she tell me she really love me,but now what is the result,i been very good to you,accompany you go that musical thon until im sick .,i also din complain each single words,but seriously you make me have a hope back,love back,feeling back,.im remember that time you called me prince,no other gal want called me prince only you,that why you are the 1 i seriously love,now i got 2 way to solve it,1st i very tired of my relationship,about you,maybe i seriously i leave this world you will never suffer it,if seriously i jump building you must promise me that you must take care of my family,i wrong to you,maybe you duno i very serious every single words you say to me,that y you tell me ady love means you really love me until i pass away,i want you know that love can KORBAN ,i thinking long time if i still have 55min what should i do,maybe called you tell you i will go a far place may that you can forgive me n forgot me forever ever .....i love you want you become my wife actually but you tell me all the thing that i cant face it,im blame myself,you knw,??do you think of my feeling that i so hurt like give people beat,i looking all building tat i face it rite now,actually i scraed,my hand shack leg no energy...so maybe i leave you n not appear forever you will happy.remember the funeral servise must be have worship song that i like to hear,maybe you think im so stupid do that but i cant facing all the thing that you can say so love me but suddenly you say affaid me..sorry,love you in my heart